The man is INSANE... IT'S OVER. The man is STUPID. HE NEVER WANTS TO BE WITH ME. THEN, WHY SHOULD I TALK TO HIM? HE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CHILDISH AND INSECURE...
Insanity is another definition of LOVE. I'M OUT OF REACH. HE'S OUT OF REACH. THEREFORE, WE ARE NOTHING. Even fuck buddies give each other a good FUCKING TIME. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL AND ROFLLLLLLLLLLLL...
Lucid dreaming won't be ENOUGH for him to MAKE ME LOVE HIM. HE HAS SEVERAL ONES. HE SHOULD GO TO OTHERS. I DROPPED OUT OF THE LIST. WITH ME, HE DOES NOTHING. WITH OTHERS, HE DOES ALL THE PERVERTED THINGS.
This is SO SICK...
This is FUCKING SICK...
He comes to my BED, HE SLEEPS BESIDE ME. HE HOLDS ME IN A CRAZY WAY THAT HE DOESN'T LET ME GO. I HAVE TO SLEEP LIKE THAT BY FEELING HIM WITH ME.
HE IS STUPID. HE CAN'T BE WITH ME. THEN, I DON'T WANT THIS SICKNESS...
HOW DEEP IS HIS LOVE?
HE KISSES ME DEEP, BUT IN REALITY HE CAN'T FACE MEETING ME IN PERSON.
GET A THERAPY K, I CAN'T FULFIL YOUR CHILDISH ECSTASIES...
BYEBYE TO K AND BYEBYE TO 2016...
:)
I dedicate this HOT song to K:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EgqUJOudrcM
BE MINE IN REAL LIFE OR GO AWAY...
Done with being in CIRCLES with YOU!!!
It was No Love. It was NOTHING. He is a MESS. I go on with LIFE. When it comes to END of the year, I GET SO SAD AND DEPRESSED. Well done, HE and me Talked A Bit. So what? We are NEVER ALIKE. Carrying on with a huge weight is the inevitable OUTCOME. Am I so sad that I LOST HIM? I learned how to live with A DEEP SADNESS.
It was nothing. It was just a BATTLE. Swords up Reeves, Who Won The Battle Darling? No one has won the battle. Life is an empty glass. The emotions are fickle and life is quite volatile. Yet, we BOTH know that the rain WILL stop.
After the rain, will we be able to embrace the NEW COMER? Probably, we will keep on moving in CIRCLES with the new ones, too. We live in an unstable mood that we can't achieve to keep up with ANYONE in our lives...
I love to push people away. However, YOU ARE THE ONE like a Warlock. Therefore, YOU AND YOUR SHITTY TACTICS NEVER MAKE ME BELIEVE THAT YOU LOVE ME MUCH.
Even if you have really a heart, KEEP it for YOURSELF.
Life is SAD dear. Life is UNFAIR dear. Life is a part of SUFFERING. Life is a bleak house in which we can drag ourselves endlessly in order to get an opportunity to PICTURE an imaginary REUNION by deceiving ourselves in every time we DO COMMUNICATE.
Just Go Away...
Carry Your Own Burderns Without MY COMPANY!
YOU ARE NO LONGER A SUBSTANCE THAT I NEED TO FEED FROM!
A Real Warrior
Gladly, it did not WORK OUT because THE INTELLIGENT ONE won the FUCKING MIND GAME. SOOOOOOOO WHAT? I DO NOT LOVE HIM... I NEVER LOVED EVER... IT WAS A GAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE INSANEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE REEVES... IT WAS A GAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...
BACK TO TURKISH SONGS...
I NEVER LIKED YOUR SONGS...
IT WAS LIKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WHATEVERRRR...
WHATEVER IT IS:
I GIVE NO SHIT ABOUT YOUR CRAZY LOVE.
DO I LOVE MY EX?
WHO CARES?
I LOVE MY OWN SUCCESS...
LOOOOOOOOL AND LOOOOOOOOOL...
AND YOUR CHARLIE GAME WAS SOOOOOOOOOO BORING. IT WAS AN EASY BAIT TO PRETEND THAT I HAD EATEN IT UP... LOOOOOOOOL...
CHARLIE IS A COOL GUY...
WHO CARES ABOUT YOUR PERSONAL LIFE?
I BROKE UP WITH YOU AGAIN...
GUESS WHAT, NOW THAT YOU KNOW I BROKE UP WITH YOU.
STOP ASKING WILL YOU RETURN BACK TO ME?
I WON'T.
OVERALL, I RETURN BACK ALWAYS AND NOTHING CHANGES...
BETWEEN, CHARLIE WAS ME... CHARLIE WAS WRITTEN FOR ME... NEVERMIND...
NOW WHY ARE YOU TELLING ME THAT CHARLIE WAS FOR YOU?
IT IS OVER...
AS YOU ALWAYS TELL ME, I WILL TAKE MY MEDS AND GO TO BED...
I WILL UNPLUG MY INTERNET FOR A FEW DAYS...
AND IN 2017, I WON'T BE AROUND...
DO NOT SLEEP BESIDE ME.
DO NOT KISS ME IN A HALF DREAM OF MINE...
DO NOT HOLD ME IN A CRAZY WAY WHEN I AM TRYING TO SLEEP.
JUST DO ONE THING:
GET A LIFE REEVES...
FOR ME, IT DOES NOT MATTER. I AM A TRASH SO I WILL ALWAYS WASTE MY TIME IN A CYBER LIFE.
CHARLIE WAS ME...
SO WHAT?
IT IS NO LOVE...
BYE...
I WON'T RETURN...
CHARLIE COSTUME AND YOU CAN BE TOGETHER FOREVER...
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FOREVER...
THE END
The soul has finally stopped suffering,
The heart has finally gained some joy,
The mind has finally reached at wisdom,
The clock has finally shown the accurate time,
However, the clouds have failed to turn into BLUE...
The sky has worn out,
The sun has given up on the voices of melodramas,
The sinister has finally came to an END,
The unicorns have captured the warm breeze
That lead them towards the miserable kingdom
Of being conflicted with being free or not to be...
Hey Hamlet, PLEASE STOP LOVING ME MUCH...
Hey Hamlet, WE ARE BOTH SICK HEADED...
Hey Hamlet, WE COULD BE A PERFECT COUPLE...
Hey Hamlet, DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME...
GOOD-BYE...
Whomever Hamlet IS...
We will never TALK as we used to. STUPID person can keep on sleeping beside me. He is dumb because he had never chosen to be with ME. I won't message him, I JUST ENJOY ON CYBER PLATFORMS... STUPID MESSAGES ME AND HE THINKS THAT WE WILL MAKE PEACE. HE HAD NEVER CHOSEN ME EVEN AS A FRIEND.
Believe me, I NEVER WISHED TO SWIM IN YOUR POOL. OTHERS CAN SWIM FOREVER. I JUST WISHED TO HAVE a cup of coffee or a tea with the DUMB MAN. He said that I WILL NEVER BE NICE TO HIM. IT WAS A VERY GOOD EXCUSE...
IF HE REALLY LOVED ME SO MUCH AS HE CLAIMED, HE COULD HAVE DRUNK A CUP OF COFFEE WITH ME FOR THE SAKE OF OUR FRIENDSHIP. YES, WE NEVER BECAME FRIENDS...
STUPID THINKS THAT I WILL BE WITH HIM. WAKE UP DEAR STUPID, I WON'T BE WITH YOU BECAUSE YOU HAD NEVER PREFERRED ME. INSTEAD, HE DATED WITH HOOKERS. WELL, HE HAS FOUND HIS MATCHES...
LASTLY, HE LOVES ME MUCH. THAT IS AN ARTIFICIAL TYPE OF FEELING. HE NEVER LOVES ME EVEN AS A PERSON...
I NEVER LOVE HIM ANYWAY...
BYE FOREVER AND IF I WRITE ON MY OWN PAGE BECAUSE I HAVE NOTHING TO DO... WHEN I FIND A JOB, YOU WILL NEVER FIND A WAY TO TALK TO ME...
OF COURSE, I JUST RESPOND TO HIS MESSAGES BECAUSE HE KNOWS THAT I WILL NEVER BE SILENT.
THIS IS THE LAST MESSAGING BETWEEN US... NO WONDER I GIVE NO FUCK... HE SAID THAT GO FUCK YOURSELF IN THE ASS. HE THOUGHT THAT I WOULD CURSE HIM. INSTEAD, I MESSAGED HIM VERY SHORT. I RESPONDED IN THE SAME TONE WHEN HE EMAILED ME. THEN, HE MESSAGED ME VERY LONG AND I MESSAGED SHORTER...
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME ANYWAY?
YOU ARE 52...
I AM 34...
SO WHAT?
IT IS THE TIME TO FIND YOURSELF SOMEONE WHOM CAN PUT UP WITH YOU FOR 4 YEARS...
BYE...
I WON'T BE AROUND ANYMORE...
IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME SO MUCH, I AM SURE YOU CAN FIND A BETTER WAY TO BE WITH ME...
YOU ARE AN ADULT...
GET SOME MATURITY...
YOU ARE SO STUPID...
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...
My Own Solititude
It's my own solititude,
It's for my own benefit,
I can't keep up any stability
Regardless of whom comes into my LIFE,
They all find a way to GET AWAY with tiredness,
I'm not worthy of a cup of coffee,
I'm not worthy of a small kiss,
I'm not worthy of a warm hug,
Yet, I'm entirely a shelter of my own misery...
It's my own struggle,
It's for my own growth,
I can't keep up any determination,
Regardless of who I'm hurting
They all remain my own REGRET...
I'm not worthy of a relationship,
I'm not worthy of a clarification of the TRUTH,
Yet, I'm potentially a choice of my own addictions...
Get a life F.
Get a life F.
Get a life F.
Get a life F.
Get a life F.
Toxic Flames
How many times I fumed
The same old toxic flames...
I had fun as if I was on a picnic...
The meatheaded man was so sarcastic,
The stubborn headed girl was so snobbish,
They always had fights,
They always playedback
The same old bad tunes,
They never made a clear progress...
How many times I stood up
With the same old lies...
I had never believed any of the unrealistic words,
Yet, they always continued to make a useless converstation
In which they only satisfied their ALTER EGO
That kept them BOTH out of normality...
Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
K
Release...
:)
Hitting Down
Waking up from all magnetic delusions,
Hitting down, hitting down, hitting down,
Putting the wicked songs to play in,
Into the freedom, into the freedom, into the freedom...
Playing with the funky moments like weary dolls...
Waking into all hopeless streams
By rolling into a deep articulation
Of desserted hearts, moaning like monks...
The villages do present the soul crying,
The sky does present the soul realization
Of the shaken apartments
In which the free spirits do come forward
At the end of the awakened tied up situations
Waiting to be elicited...
:)
:)
:)
:)
Bleak Context
I would never have GIVEN UP,
If he found a way to settle down
ONLY WITH ME, ONLY WITH ME, ONLY WITH ME...
As life proceeds with an unbearable suffering,
Day by day, the distance between US has been growing...
No more going in CIRCLES, No more going in CIRCLES, No more going in CIRCLES...
The words have been like a frozen mountain,
On top of it, the rainy weather is haunting US down,
Without crossing the borderline, we would never have reached
At the point break of being surrounded with
A bundle of purple tulips that have been thrown away
Underneath the rough rocks as in the mellow seashells
That have been destined to perish into a bleak context
Of the requirement of letting go one another,
Yet, the TWO of them would be able to
Meet up with their own needy people
Whom they might be a BETTER match...
PS: Wow, I LOVE HIM MUCH... I ACCEPT HIM ALWAYS... can we be together FOREVER?
PS 2: WHATEVER IT TAKES...
BYE FOREVER...
STOP GIVING ME A PLUS...
Dear Someone Precious,
I really gave up... I hope that you settle down with someone whom can make you HAPPY... YOU DROVE ME CRAZY IN UK... Honestly, I DID NOT DESERVE SUCH A MADNESS... It's good to see that you gave up, too... IT SEEMS SO... I AM VERY HAPPY FOR YOU THAT YOU WILL BE WITH SOMEONE WHOM YOU LOVE...
YOU HAD NEVER CHOSEN ME, DEAR PRECIOUS... WHOMEVER YOU CHOOSE, I HOPE THAT YOU WILL GET MARRIED OR LIVE WITH HER FOREVER... I REALLY LOVED YOU SO MUCH... THIS DOES NOT MATTER ANYMORE... I NEVER ACCEPTED YOU BECAUSE YOU NEVER ACCEPTED TO BE WITH ME NO MATTER WHOMEVER YOU ARE...
THIS IS VERY FUNNY TO SAY, BUT I EVEN LOVED YOU AS A POT ADDICT. I ACCEPTED EVERY SHIT ABOUT YOU, AS A RESULT YOU NEVER WANTED TO BE MY FRIEND. I GAVE UP, I AM VERY SORRY THAT I DROVE YOU CRAZY, AS WELL...
AS YOU ARE WILLING TO SETTLE DOWN, CAN YOU STOP DEALING WITH ME? THANK YOU... WE NEVER HAD BEEN TOGETHER... I REALLY LIKED TO TALK TO YOU SO MUCH... THAT WAS IT... IT TURNED OUT SOMETHING ABNORMAL... THIS MADE US BOTH VERY ABNORMAL...
LASTLY, I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU, TOO... THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU DID. I WILL ALWAYS AND ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU AS A GOLDEN PAGE IN MY MISERABLE LIFE...
I ACCEPTED ALL THE WOMEN YOU HAD BEEN TOGETHER... I ACCEPTED YOUR STUPID DATES, TOO... IT LOOKS LIKE I ACCEPTED EVERYTHING... YOU ACCEPTED NOTHING ABOUT ME... WHATEVER...
I ACCEPTED EVERYTHING BECAUSE I REALLY ACCEPTED... NORMALLY, I ACCEPT NOTHING... I WON'T SETTLE DOWN WITH ANYONE... THANK YOU FOR GIVING UP...
I WISH YOU THE BEST... YOU ARE A NICE MAN... INSIDE, YOU ARE VERY VALUABLE... OUTSIDE, YOU ARE NOT MY TYPE. I ACCEPTED YOUR APPEARANCE, TOO... YOU ACCEPTED NOTHING...
THEN, HOW CAN YOU NON STOP TELLING ME THAT YOU LOVE ME MUCH?
THINK CLEARLY AND ANALYZE THE CASE... I LOVED YOU MUCH AND YOU NEVER LOVED ME...
I DO NOT MIND IT ANYMORE...
I WON'T BE WITH ANYONE... MY SITUATION IS DIFFERENT THAN YOURS...
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND YOUR LITTLE BRAIN...
I HOPE YOU STOP SAYING YOU LOVE ME MUCH...
IF YOU LOVE ME SO MUCH, SETTLE DOWN WITH SOMEONE WHOM IS GOOD FOR YOU...
I AM NOT STABLE... I AM NOT NORMAL... I AM DEPRESSED AND I AM NOT YOUR MATCH... I AM CRAZY... I AM OBSESSED... I HAVE A LOT OF WEAKNESSES IN MY PERSONALITY... IF YOU LOVE ME MUCH, CAN I ASK HOW CAN YOU LOVE SUCH A PERSON AS ME?
I HAVE TO GO TO MY OWN WAY...
I PROMISE THAT I WON'T BE AROUND IN THE SAME WEBPAGES YOU HANG AROUND...
I HAVE TO BE ALONE AS I USED TO BE...
CAN YOU REALLY STOP LOVING ME? IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME... IF YOU DO NOT, THEN STOP YOUR ELECTRONIC MESSAGES THAT COME TO MY BRAIN...
OH, CAN YOU TELL ME ONE THING?
IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME MUCH AS YOU SAY, WHAT DO YOU LOVE SO MUCH?
I HAVE TO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FOREVER.
LET THE PERSON GO...
DON'T WORRY, YOU HAVE A LOT OF WOMEN AROUND YOU...
I AM THE ONE WHO LIVES IN THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD... DO NOT LOVE SOMEONE AS ME... I AM THE ONE WHOM YOU SHOULD NEVER CHOOSE... YOU KNOW IT SO WELL...
I LOVED SO MUCH... THANKS... BYE...
I do not love MY EX... THIS STUPID EX APPEARED ON MY ASTRAL ZONE as usual... His eyes were sooooooooooooo real and then he KISSED ME and then he said that he FORGIVES ME... BULLSHIT... HE HAS A PHD... I HAVE A MASTER. HOWEVER, I DO NOT LOVE HIM... WHY he comes to my dreams in the times I MOVE ON? HE IS A GLITCH...
About other one, I MOVED ON ALREADY... I DO NOT HAVE ANY CONTACT OR CONNECTION... A FEW DAYS AGO, I JUST PUT A COMMENT ABOUT MY EX AND THIS OTHER ONE MESSAGED ME AND IT LOOKS LIKE HE STILL WANTS ME BACK... THEY ARE NOT THE ONES FOR ME...
THIS OTHER ONE HAS MANY ONES... EX HAS ZERO... I HAVE A LOT OF WASTES... I NEED TO ADD A NEW ONE TO MY WASTE COLLECTION... AT THE MOMENT, I HAVE ENOUGH PROBLEMS... MY HEALTH IS SO BAD, MY MENTALITY IS SO BAD AND MY EMOTIONS ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO UNSTABLE...
I DO NOT LOVE ANY OF THESE MEN... WELL, I DO NOT KNOW WHY THEY ARE VERY ATTACHED TO ME... I DO NOT UNDERSTAND THEM AND THEIR LOVE... HOW COME THEY LOVE ME, THEY SHOULD FIND A BETTER ONE AND GET MARRIED... I WON'T GET MARRIED WITH THEM... THAT IS A FACT... ONE IS SOOOO SMART, OTHER ONE IS NOT EDUCATED AT ALL... BOTH ARE VERY USELESS... I GET BORED WITH REMEMBERING THEM...
ANOTHER NIGHT, THE OTHER ONE CAME TO MY ASTRAL ZONE... HE NEVER TALKED... HE LOOKED AWFUL AND HIS HAIR WAS GREASY... HIS HAIR IS ALWAYS GREASY... HE NEVER WASHES HIS HAIR... HE IS A DIRTY MAN... HE IS VERY VERY VERY DIRTY... I DO NOT CAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG...
MAYBE, THEY COME TO MY DREAMS BECAUSE I NEVER LET THEM GO... I DO NOT KNOW... THEY ARE MY TOYS... I ALWAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS AND ALWAYS REMEMBER MY TOYS... LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL...
THIS STUPID PERSON WISHED TO TALK TO ME A LOT, I JUST MESSAGED HIM BECAUSE HE MESSAGED ME ABOUT MY EX... OTHERWISE, I WOULD JUST REPLY AS FUCK OFF... I DID NOT PUT THAT COMMENT TO TALK TO HIM AT ALL...
I SWEAR THAT I WON'T TALK TO HIM... I HOPE HE KEEPS HIS COMMENTS TO HIMSELF... I DO IT TO TROLL AND HAVE FUN BY MYSELF... I HAVE NO LIFE... I JUST NEED SOME TIME TO HAVE FUN WITH PEOPLE... THE MORE I INSULT THEM, THE MORE PLEASURE I GET... THAT MAKES ME A VERY SICK PERSON... THAT IS NOT MY CHOICE, THAT IS A SITUATION WHERE LIFE PUTS ME IN... LOOOOOOOOOL...
OVERALL, I AM ALWAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ALONE...
I LOVE IT...
I DON'T WANT MY EX BACK EVER... NEITHER THIS MORON... HE CALLS HIMSELF MORON A LOT LATELY... HE IS A MIDDLE AGED MAN AND HE WILL NEVER BE WITH ME... I AM NOT SAD FOR HIM... JUST REMEMBER, IF YOU REALLY REALLY REALLY HURT SOMEONE SO MUCH, YOU STAY SINGLE FOREVER... I GUESS WE ARE ALL THE SAME AND WE WILL ALL STAY SINGLE... CAN ANYONE BE WITH ME? I NEVER LOOK FOR ANYONE... I DO NOT CARE... I CARED TOO MUCH WITH THE WASTE ONES...
THE ONLY REASON I END UP WITH SOMEONE WILL BE HIS PASSPORT AND MONEY... THEREFORE, THESE WASTES HAVE NO MEANING FOR ME... MAYBE, LIFE WILL GIVE ME A GOOD OPPORTUNITY... I DO NOT WANT THE RING... I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE A FAMILY... FUCK KIDS, TOO... THEN, I AM SURE THERE IS A MAN OUT THERE THINKING THE SAME AS ME...
WHAT ABOUT THESE WASTE ONES? THEY WANT TO HAVE A FAMILY AND KIDS... IF THEY FIND THE ONE, THEY SHOULD GET MARRIED... I AM NOT INCLUDED... I AM NOT STABLE TO KEEP ANY MARRIAGE... I TOLD THEM BOTH I WON'T CHANGE... THEY ARE THE ONES THEY LOST THEIR TIME WITH ME...
STOP MESSAGING ME BECAUSE I ALWAYS KNOW THAT IT IS YOU... I DO NOT WANT TO TALK TO YOU... STOP MESSAGING AND GET A REAL WOMAN...
BETWEEN, STOP APPEARING ON MY ASTRAL FUCKER EX... GET A REAL WOMAN, TOO... THEY BOTH NEED A WOMAN...
I AM NOT A WOMAN...
IF THEY WANTED ME BADLY, THEY SHOULD HAVE CHOSEN ME...
LIFE IS GOOD WHEN I AM ALONE...
PHD... LOOOOOOOOOOOL...
HIS EDUCATION MEANS NOTHING...
OTHER ONE IS NOT EDUCATED... HE IS A DISASTER...
BYEBYE...:)
It is a waste of time to love someone. It is a mistake to love someone. It is an awful feeling to love someone. It is a huge depressing feeling to love someone. It is a pointless choice to love someone. THE LIST CAN GO ON...
Gladly, love dies away... The leftovers don't taste so good any longer. WHOMEVER we may meet again, the love will DESTROY US ALL... WE shall fall for the same MISTAKE. Can anyone STAY WITH US FOREVER? I'm sorry to declare that noone stays with us forever. However, there are some people whom can LOVE US FOREVER. I respect their choice. They can love ME on their own due to the fact that I HAVE REACHED AT THE CRISIS OF BEING 35. I feel very down and I'M VERY VERY VERY DEPRESSED THAT I DO NOT TALK TO ANYONE IN REAL LIFE. EVEN IN CYBER LIFE, I INTERACT WITH NO ONE. I FEEL VERY BAD.
LOVE is a stage of self destruction. I NEED TO HEAL MY ALL WOUNDS BY MYSELF. I AM VERY DETERMINED TO DO IT AND IT WILL TAKE 10 OR 15 YEARS TO HEAL ALL THE WOUNDS REGARDING LOVE, BUT THEN I WILL FALL FOR SOMEONE ELSE. IF HE STAYS WITH ME FOREVER, HE CAN STAY... IT WILL BE A CLEAN AND A NEAT PAGE FOR ME...
LASTLY, I move on forward. I walk forward and I CRY TOO MUCH. FOR YEARS, I HAD NEVER CRIED LIKE THAT BEFORE. CRYING IS THE HEALING AND I GUESS I AM HEALING DAY BY DAY. I FEEL VERY OLD AND UGLY... I FEEL SO DOWN, I FEEL SO DOWN AND I FEEL SO DOWN. I CRY SO MUCH AND I AM STILL UNSURE ABOUT HOW I REALLY FEEL... IT DOESN'T MATTER. I GUESS THEY ALL REALLY LOST ME FOREVER...
THEY ALL WILL GET SUPRISED THAT I NEVER WRITE ANY WORD TO THEM. DIDN'T THEY PUSH ME AWAY DUE TO MY BEING CRAZY? SO, THE CRAZY ONE IS GONE FOREVER...
THEY WILL BE GONE SOON FROM MY MEMORIES, TOO. LIFE IS QUITE PROBLEMATIC THAT I CAN NOT LIVE WITH A VERY HEAVY BAGGAGE ON MY SHOULDERS.
AS I AM A FREE SOUL, MY SOUL LIKES SOLITUDE. SO, LET IT BE...
I DOUBT THAT I WILL WRITE EVEN A ROMANTIC POEM IN JANUARY ON MY BLOG BECAUSE I JUST WANT TO DISAPPEAR. CYBER LIFE MAKES ME BORED, TOO. I GET BORED OF EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE THAT I USED TO LOVE A LOT.
WHATEVER IS THE NEW PATH, IT WILL BEGIN...
BYE...
Poignancy
The channels I had been passing through
Ended with dark lines, ended with shapeless valleys...
The oceans I had been swimming into
Ended with hopeless situations,
Eventually, I ended up with a hurricane
In which I had suffered from
Being on my own
Until I figure out that
I was insanely LOST
In another delusion...
The minds are free,
Yet, the hearts are clung,
The destiny is undecided
Followed by the hollow bricks
That ONLY causes poignancy...
WHATEVER IT IS. IT ENDED... HE CAN GO ON FOREVER...
LEAVE PEOPLE ALONE SICK PERSON...
I NEVER LOVED Y O U...
You are the ESCAPED one,
He is the WASTED time,
You are the pearl,
He is the HATED one,
My heart is the BRUTAL one,
Wicked minds GET ATTACHED,
Different minds GET SEPARATED,
You are the LOVED one,
He is the DISGUSTED one,
You are MY ONLY love,
He is my ONLY enemy,
Overall, I'm their ONLY
Little Girl that can not
Be ERASED forever,
But they will both walk ahead,
I LOOK BEYOND the picture,
I just suffocate myself with
Miserable memories
In which I see the agonizing dreams
That keep me away from reality...
PS: I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT LOVE...
Love ends,
Love does not exist,
On earth, we are just loners...
On earth, we are just beggars...
On earth, we are just thieves...
Love fades,
Love never makes US close,
On earth, we are just the ALIVE ones...
On earth, we are just the iconic SOULS,
On earth, we are just the USED ones...
LOVE
IS
BULLSHIT...
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....
